A different sort of post...

I used to have about 5 different blogs. I had one for everything because apparently, I felt I had a lot to say and figured everyone would want to hear(read) about it, lol. To date, this is really the only blog I keep up with as I have always felt I needed to keep posting about my journey with Lyme Disease, running, raw, etc.

Throughout this journey, I had always prayed that if I could recover, I would help others in whatever way I could with their healing. I meant their healing with Lyme, but not being specific means many things have been put on my Path...(you really do need to be specific when you pray...lol)

Many things have been put on my Path. I have been asked to be a Doula, to coach running, for help with dietary changes, with Lyme, etc...basically bringing me full circle to where I was several years ago. I had a website, wrote a little e-book, very much wanted to do consulting and coaching. I had completed my raw food certification courses, tried to get my name out there, signed up for a Doula training program and then...I got sick again. Life has a funny way of getting in your way sometimes.

Maybe the timing was wrong, who knows. I certianly could NOT have been of any value to ANYONE when I was sick. I could barely take care of myself and my kids. But here I am, almost a year symptom/illness free and I am at a point of decison-making...

What to do now?

I have *missed* many things in my life that went by the wayside when I was sick. My Spiritual life was/is almost non-existant which is NOT something that feels very good and needs to change ASAP. Also, I let my website expire, never followed up with my second and third books(still sitting on my laptop) etc, etc...I very much want to help people who are looking to make changes in their lives, start an exercise program, change their diet, etc. I also want to help people dealing with Autoimmune issues with dietary changes that can improve thier health(not just raw and vegan, I can be flexible lol) I very much need to get my website back up(ugh, computer literate I am not) and make changes to it to reflect where I am at now and what I hope to help people with.

I am not looking to make a million dollars doing this and honestly, would do it for free except many a wise person has told me that people often do not value things they do not have to pay for, nor will they hold themself accountable for things that they do not have to pay for. So, I am thinking I need to figure out how to charge a reasonable fee for my services, something affordable for most and worthwhile for me. Ugh... :) I have tried advertising at numerous places, and perhaps it is time to revisit those places, as times change, things change and maybe my timing was off there too.  Guess time will tell...perhaps it is simply time to put these plans into motion and see what I can manifest. I would love to be able to call this a part time job, doing something I really  love, which is helping people get healthy :)

Totally open to thoughts, advice, critiques or anything else you may want to say :)